but where has all the rum gone?

well i started this post sober..

2008-04-19T00:08:55Z

so its been hella days since i updated this..nothing too interesting is happening. most exciting thing is leaving freaking chico and finally going to the beach. our lease is up june 18th and we are moving to chico. im fucking happy as hell

doing great in school:
guitar - a
english - b
art - a
psychology - a
philosophy - c (fucking tests are hard as hell dude.....)

i found my future bong at blaze n js........i cant afford it until i get paid on the 10th..its 21 days away..i want it so bad......its $97 and beautiful..like waves in the sunshine.....................i think i will name it sunshine..its got a blue base and then it comes up and goes into this yellow o shape....and then fades from blue to clear going up the chamber.......zomg..

and thats really all that i can think of since we just got some new bud.................dude theres some good movies coming to theater...lol...........and that 70s show is on..good times..

thoughts

2007-11-27T20:15:08Z

on the eighth i will get my first pay check. i think id like to buy a really cheap guitar. and some christmas presents. here we are huh? i have a job and i go to school. i dont like what ive done with school though..i wish i had all a's. i know i can do it.. you would think id have them, what with my lack of friends and all. ill give it to you, weed does make me a little unmotivated. but next semester i will try to get all a's. my schedual consists of psychology online, basic drawing, introduction to logic, and english. id like to not be broke as well. i might get a second job. i think id also like to keep my room cleaner. i wanna drop some pounds and go to parties and make friends. smaller parties though, big ones kinda make me nervous. you know what though? i dont like alcohol but id like to get drunk more. i wish there was a drunk pill, that would be rad. lets see what else..oh i wanna go to church every sunday. but kyle and i are going to new hampshire for a month in winter. what would i like to do while im there? play in the snow, meet some people, make some money painting rooms. i think id like to hike up that one hill and smoke too. just gotta find a dealer out there. um i think thats all i really have to say for now. off to class.

idranktherum @ 2007-10-09T11:48:00

2007-10-09T18:52:33Z

well today is tuesday, i have math, music appreciation, and spanish. i have a math exam on friday and a yoga mid term tomorrow. because tomorrow is wednesday, which is just math and yoga..i am thinking out loud. we have no laundry so i will do several loads today while kyle is at work. then i have to study for that yoga. then ill be set for tomorrow..and if i make some more flash cards and memorize my spanish because i am terrible at it, i will be alright for thursday as well. that only leaves math chapters two and three. and ill be set for the week. ugh i really wish it was nest semester because id like to change my classes. but hey, whatev its all good. i am outta class waiting for the next one but i dont have anything to do cuz i left it all at home. rwar i am dumb, i guess i will just hang out and play online. this is my update of the week. peace and love kids

idranktherum @ 2007-09-25T08:48:00

2007-09-25T15:49:03Z

seriously though..youre pissing me off

practice

2007-08-29T16:10:33Z

cual es la fecha de hoy? hoy es miercoles, vientenueve de dos mil siete.

de la manana.. i think there must be a reason i am so bad at different languages but i cannot figure it out. this morning i have math. have you seen the movie mean girls? "why do you like math" "because its the same in every country."

de la tarde.. yoga today. i think i could get in into really good shape if i focus on using all my muscles to hold poses perfect. plus it calms me down which is nice.

de la noche.. kyle will be at work from 5 till 10 so i will be bored. i think i will practice spanish or go for a run. maybe i will go see my gramma again so i can look out for mi madre since grammas feeling mean cuz of those meds.

realization

2007-08-20T03:26:11Z

guitar hero is lame when the sounds off and you can hear the clicking

chico life in a nutshell

2007-08-19T15:21:13Z

i think i am feeling pretty optimistic now. things are falling into place..school starts tomorrow, that diets really paying off, jobs are starting to call, and my family is safe, and i am sleeping at night!! i wonder why i wake up so early..i mean i just end up going back to sleep. its cool though, its almost like alone time. ive found i like to be with people, maybe just josh and kyle because they are my two best friends. and my mom..and really anyone. im really myself here, i dont really know what that means but i know i smile and laugh with people i just met. i went to walmart the other day and kyle was picking me up in 10 minutes; i pretty much got some jerky and pop and watched people. i think i looed like a hobo but it was hella fun. that proactive is really starting to work which is cool. ugh i sound so shallow in this but i am just trying to get myself heathy.."treat you body like a temple" huh? and of course, no headaches for the first time!! well then that would be my life in a nutshell reigh about now. and im feeling more compassionate then ever. which is always a good thing. there ya go, mary in a nutshell this month.

you can call me mary

2007-08-18T03:56:14Z

sooo my name is mary and this is my livejournal. i live with my boyfriend kyle and josh. i really need a job..but i am going to college cuz i hear thats what you do after high school. im close with my family..pretty much im lame but i wicked cool